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Discipline

This word is somewhat loaded for me. I think that when I hear it I get a mental image of someone who is either punishing themselves physically or sitting in a cramped library with stacks of books around them and trying diligently to study and prepare for a big test. Basically it is a painful word for me, and I think that when it comes to my own life I often run as fast as I can mentally to get away from actually trying to incorporate discipline in my own life.

But the more I actually attempt to set some boundaries with myself, especially in regards to managing my time and trying to create time to do things like writing, I realize how much more I need some structure in my life. Now, there are of course  extremes to this and so many of us do not sit well with living in between being “free” with our time and giving organization to it. However I do feel that I have to make some more attempts to be more strident in creating some type of structure, because the things I say I really want to do (write, read, plan for grad school), I really am not committing to much so I need to allow myself some time to do these things. I am just kind of writing stream of consciousness here but I hope it makes sense. I am hoping to be more committed to blogging as well, and I need you to hold me accountable! OK, that is all for now…

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Going to Europe!!!

I know its been a long while since I posted a blog, but part of the reason for the silence is because over the last few weeks I have been planning a trip to western Europe with my friend Charley and Chad. And as of this past Sunday night, we have officially booked a flight to Europe! We’ll be flying into Dublin actually and spending a couple of days in Ireland, and from there we will actually get onto the continent and fly into Rome. The trip will last almost five weeks and we are basically backpacking the whole way, taking the trains across countries, staying in hostels, walking the streets. This is a trip I have wanted to go on for years now and the fact that it is actually beginning to happen is extremely exciting and at the same time scary. As much as this is going to be a personal journey and also a time for bonding with friends, I believe that there is a huge spiritual pilgrimage that is awaiting me there as I travel for over a month.

Part of the desire to travel and spend an extended time in Europe comes out of the longing to get away from the normal distractions and responsibilities that pervade my life, if just for a little while. I idea that I will not check my email inbox everyday, to see if I have any new text messages or missed calls on my cell phone, to not worry about what is going on at work and if the people around me love me, all the things that take up a lot of my time will be put away for awhile and it will be just me and my friends experiencing new things and meeting new people. I plan on journaling everyday and depending on how personal they get, I might post some of my entries on the blog. I’ve actually thought about composing a book one day based on my experience there. I think that as much I write this blog in order to tell you the good news in my life, I also use it as a prayer for God to move in my life and show me his love ever again, to experience who he is as I go on this journey.

Amen

 — Daniel

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Jesus and Free Market Fundamentalism

A professor at Colorado Christian University was fired recently due to his controversial teaching and critique of the free enterprise system. If you would, take the time to read this article and tell me what you think. There are many questions that immediately come to mind for me here. I don’t know if I’ve ever heard about a professor at a Christian institution getting fired for teaching on non-doctrinal related issues. So this isn’t really a question of heresy, its more telling of how politics have become doctrine for many Christians.  So, what are your thoughts?

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In the News: Raucous Old Men Invade Beloved Coffeehouse (other updates included)

posted by pilgrimramblings, unofficial news reporter 

Tulsa —  A much heralded and artist friendly coffeehouse in the Cherry Street district of Tulsa, Oklahoma was invaded by a verbose and fulminating group of older men. The noise level reached so high that one witness said that she could no longer hear herself think.

The Coffeehouse on Cherry Street, normally a safehaven for aspiring artists and writers and an oasis for the caffiene-addicted, was abruptly transformed from a quiet and peaceful gathering of coffee drinkers into what one observer said “resembled a Friday night bingo tournament”. Daniel Sharples, a resident of Tulsa and frequent visitor to the shop, stated that he had never experienced such a troubling event in his entire life prior to today’s incident. “I am a writer, and usually I can deal with distractions in my given environment, but what happened in there was a cacaphony of sounds that I never want to hear again. The noise was penetrating, it ruined all my attempts to write today.”

All attempts to subdue the men failed, various customers glanced angrily at the congregation, others cleared their throats multiple times to convey that they were annoyed. At one point, the owner of the store walked over to the group and appeared to admonish them for their disruptive behavior, only to be observed moments later contributing to the noise. Sharples also said that other patrons were visibly frustrated and began to leave. The perpetrators appeared to be aloof of their actions, laughing and conversing about meaningless subjects, all the while well-intentioned artists tried to master their craft. “It eventually became too much, I just lost it and gathered all my belongings and left. I had planned on being there for a couple of hours but it ended up being just fifteen minutes!” continued Sharples. When asked if he would return to the coffeehouse, Sharples said that he would have to think cautiously about it before going back.

It is believed that the aforementioned group of men have departed from the coffeehouse, but no one interviewed knew if the men would return.

more news:

  • Daniel Sharples claims he will update blog more frequently…
  • Paris Hilton shows off prison tattoo to uninterested crowd…
  • George W. Bush states that he loves the English Channel, but doesn’t have cable television…

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Where has Atticus Finch gone?

This past week I have been rereading To Kill a Mockingbird, probably one of my favorite books of all time. It is a classic story told from the perspective of Scout Finch of Maycomb, Alabama. She is daughter of lawyer Atticus Finch, one of the most respected figures of the small town but also the most controversial. If you are familiar with the story, you know that Atticus takes on a case that is hotly debated in his time, choosing to defend an African American man accused of raping a young white woman.

Throughout the book we get small glimpses into the life of Atticus. He is relatively simple, conveying wisdom to his children concerning things such as decency and not retaliating in response to wrongdoing, imploring them to be peaceful to other people and to “walk in their skin” instead of judging them. He is quiet-natured, a true gentleman, and asks simply for people to respect each other. He never yells at his children, nor does he become indignant when they are clearly defying him. He gently corrects them, and tries to hear them out before taking action. With his peers, he is always polite but not indifferent, he challenges the perceptions of those around him but never condescends them. He speaks about trying to have a clear conscience, about choosing what is right over what is comfortable. Atticus is a rare character, he is not without his flaws, and yet he is a witness to the fact that humans can truly transcend the natures that often pull them down into mediocrity and sluggishness. He is the mockingbird that sings a beautiful song to the rest of us listening.

I remember first watching the film starring Gregory Peck and being in awe of Atticus. He was such a mystery, and at the same time there was nothing intimidating about him. He simply chose to do the right thing, to live with a free conscience and be an example to his children and to his town. Often when I think about the figure of Christ, I am reminded of Atticus andof his conduct, of his gentleness equaled with his ability to transform. Our culture is void of these characters, both in fiction and in nonfiction, on print and in reality. Where has Atticus Finch gone in our culture? Where have the gentlemen gone? How do we begin to reclaim that character in this culture?

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Blog Silence

The last couple of weeks have been very busy for me and I finally have a break this week from it all. It has been frustrating not being able to sit down and write anything much less blog so I this week I should have a few posts coming  us. I hope you all have been doing well and I look forward to hearing from you.

And something to keep you busy while I write: Here is a photo that I viewed at CIVA that I have linked to here. This picture is captivating to me, don’t really know why. What do you think about it?

La Immaculada, Columbia, South America

Talk to you soon…

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Too many books

Here’s my first post. Let’s see how this goes.

Lately I’ve had the opportunity to start reading several books. While I was in Uruguay I finished two of them, Tom Perrotta’s Little Children and Samuel Wells Improvisation: The Drama of Christian Ethics. Other than that I’ve picked up

Rupert Shortt’s God’s Advocates

Kent A. Van Til’s Less Than Two Dollars a Day: A Christian View of World Poverty and the Free Market

John J. Davis’ Three Views on Creation and Evolution

Ben Witherington’s The Problem with Evangelical Theology: Testing the Exegetical Foundations of Calvinism, Dispensationalism and Wesleyanism

Paul Wegner’s A Student’s Guide to Textual Criticism of the Bible: Its History, Methods and Results

David E. Fitch’s The Great Giveaway: Reclaiming the Mission of the Church from Big Business, Parachurch Organizations, Psychotherapy, Consumer Capitalism, and Other Modern Maladies

Hugh Laurie’s The Gun Seller

Richard Baukham’s Jesus and the Eyewitnesses: The Gospels as Eyewitness Testimony

I’m sure there are more that I just can’t think of right now, but it seems that that’s more than enough for now. I’ll start with the two that I’ve finished.

Tom Perrotta’s Little Children is the story of thirty-something parents reflecting on their suburban lives. In almost every case their lives are far from what they’d expected. There’s Todd, the high school/college football superstar who’s become a stay-at-home dad; Sarah, a once sexually ambiguous feminist, now mother of a three year old a girl, with a husband living a secret life on the internet; and Larry Moon, a police officer forced to retire because of mental stress, who is obsessed with a newly freed child molester living in his neighborhood. The thing to keep in mind with this novel is that the title is not merely a reference to the fact that the adult characters are linked to children because they have them or are obsessed with them. These suburbanites are children. There is a point when each character has to come to terms with reality, something they’ve all been avoiding in one way or another. For Sarah it’s that she was not being the mother that she should have been. For Todd it’s that he was still trying to be the prom king who pleases his wife in wholly superficial ways while remaining ultimately unfaithful to her and their son. Not every epiphany is as clear or positive as those two, but I must say that the varying degrees of realization are a healthy representation of real people. Not everyone will be liberated by realization. In fact, things being as they are, many will never realize that their life needs some kind of scrutiny. I would recommend this novel, along with Perrotta’s Election, which intersects with Little Children thematically.

Now Wells’ Improvisation:

This is an interesting book on ethics by a man with pretty close ties to Stanley Hauerwas. In fact, Wells wrote the first doctoral dissertation on Hauerwas’ work. Improvisation encompasses narrative in a considerable way, given that the book is a presentation of ethics using many terms and concepts from the world of improvisational acting. Wells begins by saying that improvisation is not “off the cuff”. We, like improvisational actors, are not stranded on a stage with little or no preparation for the tasks. Improvisation is more about being obvious than spontaneous and unique. I suppose you could say that what Wells is recommending is that the church learn as much about its heritage, from scripture and history, as it can and establish a life that reflects that. This stands against the way that the church has dealt with ethics recently. In my experience people have challenged any and every ethically proposition with the most extreme challenge that can be imagined. Take for example the desire to be non-violent. When someone says that they don’t want to commit an act of violence, even in self-defense, the response is usually, “Well what if someone broke into your home and tried to rape and kill your family?” I suppose that’s a valid question on some level, but not in that situation. In fact, that’s a terrible way to view ethics. If we sit around and imagine hypotheticals that would drive us into a frenzy, we’ll no doubt come to the conclusion that there are no definite expectations put on us in certain situations. But, what Wells tells us is that if we commit ourselves to non-violent living and thinking when someone hasn’t broken into our homes to murder our families, which is the majority of the time for most people, we will be prepared for the crunch situation in which we are challenged to do the right thing. As anyone who has interacted with other people should know, the hardest thing to make or break is a habit. And that is what we are called to do. The koinonia (shared experience) of Acts chapter two was not a spontaneous, heroic manifestation of the Spirit, it was a steady, dependable life-long manifestation of the Spirit’s transformational power. Now, that’s not to say that there are no spontaneous situations where we need the power of God, there are. What Wells is saying is that our responses to those moments is defined by the way we live day-to-day. It’s the juxtaposition of hero and saint. Heroes thrive on those life-changing moments, saints live to serve and suffer over the long haul.

Now to the books I haven’t finished yet:

God’s Advocates– This is a series of interviews with some great minds in theology, philosophy, ethics, politics, etc. on the resurgence of the spiritual in the public sphere today (e.g. Rowan Williams, Stanley Hauerwas, Samuel Wells, Alvin Plantinga, Miroslav Volf, etc.).

Less Than Two Dollars a Day: A Christian View of World Poverty and the Free Market– This is a tremendous book that looks at what market economics is and how it effects the poor.

Three Views on Creation and Evolution– This is a multiple perspective book debating a topic that has become pretty divisive over the last few decades. I’m hoping to find something worth reading.

The Problem with Evangelical Theology: Testing the Exegetical Foundations of Calvinism, Dispensationalism and Wesleyanism– Witherington sets out to critique three of the most influential ideologies in American Evangelical circles. This is a call to these different traditions within the Protestant church to sola scriptura, a call that is much needed.

A Student’s Guide to Textual Criticism of the Bible: Its History, Methods and Results– This is a primer on Old and New Testament textual criticism.

The Great Giveaway: Reclaiming the Mission of the Church from Big Business, Parachurch Organizations, Psychotherapy, Consumer Capitalism, and Other Modern Maladies– I’ve only read a few pages of this book, but it seems like this will be a defense of post-Modernism in much the same vein as Carl Rashke’s The Next Reformation: Why Evagelicals Must Embrace Postmodernity which was a good book but just didn’t resonate with me because I think that, while post-Modernism detracts from Modernism, it does so in a way similar to a teenager pointing out their parents mistakes; they’re right, but they have their own problems.

The Gun Seller– This is a fantastic novel. It’s part spy novel part comedy. If you like the shows 24 and Scrubs you’ll like this novel.

Jesus and the Eyewitnesses: The Gospels as Eyewitness Testimony– This is kind of an extension of Kenneth Bailey’s essay Informal Controlled Oral Tradition and the Synoptic Gospels (there’s an abbreviated version of this in his Finding the Lost: Cultural Keys to Luke 15). Here’s a link to the essay, which is very provocative: http://www.biblicalstudies.org.uk/article_tradition_bailey.html

That’s all for now.

Grace and Peace,
Jared

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Movie Picks

Jared asked me to comment on some of my favorite movies, and I am happy to comply to his request. I love movies, though I’m not as broad in categories and genres as I would like to be. Mostly I like dramas and the occasional thriller, I appreciate a smart screenplay and a good twist ending. But as far as movies that have shaped me and have left an indelible mark on me, here are just a few (not in chronological order):

Magnolia 

  MagnoliaIts hard to say that I have a favorite film, but this one might just be it. One of the few movies that I like Tom Cruise’s acting, and he plays a horrible person so well so that might be the catch of it. There has been a trend lately in films to weave various tales and plotlines in and out of the overall narrative, this isn’t the first to do so, but probably does the best job. There are so many great performances, and this film is so emotionally hard to watch sometimes, but in the end I think there is a hope in this story that doesn’t make the pain of it all feel cheapened.

Gattaca

Gattaca
 

Not much of a science fiction fan, but this one is great and highly original. There are a lot of questions that are raised in this one, issues of how we use science, how societies fundamentally work, and how we view humanity. I think I’ve only seen it once but I remember it really provoked me.

The Station Agent

The Station Agent
 

This is a quaint story about how humans long for each other, for friendship, for intimacy. Each character in this film is strangely familiar, flawed, and yet beautifully authentic. There are parts that seem a tad bit sentimental, but I think the filmmakers and actors don’t let it get out of hand. I love watching this movie with other people, especially those who have yet to see it.

Life as a House

Life as a House (New Line Platinum Series)
 

Kevin Kline is one of my favorite actors, and this is my absolute favorite role of his. Tragic, funny, and deeply moving. I think Hayden Christensen (aka Anakin Skywalker) even does a good job in it! I have watched this movie so many times, and it gets me everytime.

Unbreakable

Unbreakable (Two-Disc Vista Series)
 

Say what you will about M. Night Shyamalan, but this and Lady in the Water are my favorite movies of this director, who I tend to really enjoy. Sam Jackson may be over the top in parts, but that is what makes him great! I love comic books, and I think this connects with me on so many levels.

Good Will Hunting

Good Will Hunting (Miramax Collector's Series)I could watch this movie at least once a day, good thing I don’t own it. Matt Damon proves he is the better half of the Damon/ Affleck duo, Affleck proves that he can ride on coat tails. I think Robin William’s performance in this is second best to Dead Poet’s Society. Plus, the Elliot Smith infused soundtrack is greatness.

The Shawshank Redemption

The Shawshank Redemption
 

Okay, I know just about everybody has this in their top 3, 5, 10 all time favorite films, but there is a reason. It is just a great movie, and one that I really enjoyed the ending. That doesn’t happen too much in films for me, but I liked the happy ending for once.

The Sandlot

The Sandlot
 

First movie that I ever really saw gospel parallels in! Makes me want to eat a S’more…

To Kill a Mockingbird

To Kill a Mockingbird (Universal Legacy Series)
 

Atticus Finch is one of my favorite characters from a book/movie, and Gregory Peck was perfect in this role. Explores issues of social class and racism through the lens of Depression-era children. If you haven’t seen the movie or read the book, you are missing out on a great story.

What are your most formative film experiences?

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What do you think?

So I just changed the template on this blog, and I wanted to know what you all think of it? Personally I think the look of this one is more in tune with the idea of journeying and pilgrimage, but I am willing to give that up because I really liked the look of the recent template so there is a chance I may change it back. Sometimes I just get antsy and want to change everything quickly and look at something different. However, I do want to open this up for those who may care to have an opinion. Also, Rob may have something to say about it!

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myTunes

Over the last decade, music has profoundly impacted my life and has led to some real formation in how I approach this world and interpret it. I wonder how you deal with music? Is it something that allows you to get out certain feelings? Does it convey something in you that you would not be able to articulate yourself? Is it just an escape? Does it deal with life as you experience it or is it just a distraction?

This will probably be a continual post as there is a lot of music that I appreciate, but I wanted to post a few albums that have had a deep impact on my life. Whether it is the overall message conveyed, the simple artistry and beauty of it all, or the lyrics, these few albums have staked a claim in my life:

A Rush of Blood to the Head
 

Coldplay/ Rush of Blood to the Head: An obvious pick in some respects, simple and yet beautifully rich, an album for those who wear their hearts on their sleeves at times.

The Best of 1980-1990

U2/ Best of 1980-1990: I almost put Joshua Tree on here but I felt that this album itself really shaped my devotion to this band. Bono is an understated lyricist, and The Edge’s sound is unique and piercing. This album is special to me because I listened to it around the time I started to see Christ really move in my life.

O

Damien Rice/ O: Haunting and yet mellow.

Winter Pays for Summer

Glen Phillips/ Winter Pays for the Summer: I love Phillip’s voice and I think he writes some great stuff. I’m a huge Toad the Wet Sprocket fan so I think that I was immediately drawn to his music though this is a bit different than Toad’s work.

The Dust of Retreat

Margot and the Nuclear So and So’s/ The Dust of Retreat: Cool sound, simply put.

Binaural

Pearl Jam/ Binaural: I first listened to the band with this album, then went backwards on to Yield, which is my favorite, but this one got me hooked so I think I’ll add this one instead for now.

Retriever

Ron Sexsmith/ Retriever: Love this guy, he’s probably my favorite British musician

Ghosts of the Great Highway
 

Sun Kil Moon/ Ghosts of the Great Highway: I watched Shopgirl one day, heard about this band, and have been a fan since

 

  

Coil


 

Toad the Wet Sprocket/ Coil: Probably no other album has shaped my life as much as this one

I See Things Upside Down
 

Derek Webb/ I See Things Upside Down: Honest music + honest musician = greatness

Music for the Morning After

Pete Yorn/ Music for the Morning After: Just cool rock music

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